usedkarma asked : Reacting to your post about finding old stuff, well, found old agendas from highschool. I used to paste pictures of movies and shows and invite friends to write dialogues on the pages. Better memories than old diaries when I was a whiny 12 year old tbh. *throws petals at your magnificient head and leaves*

typhoidmeri:

Okay back in high school, to amuse ourselves, we brought back epic games of MASH, they were ridiculously complicated and I’m pretty sure we made a template in the school computer lab. Then after that we made those folding paper fortunes (pick a colour then a number). Only the fortunes had, fanfiction attached to them (though we didn’t label them as such). It was all X-Files, soaps, Highlander the series, that Show with the submarine and the dolphin that talked, Star Trek: Tng, and whoever else we fancied. All horrifically Mary Sue and we ended up giggling hysterically and were useless as we wrote out ridiculous scenarios. Ah to be stupid and innocent-ish again.

MASH is like doing headcanons for your life, everything is a fangirl Mary Sue sport in this world lol I was really into Cadavres Exquis more than MASH, I used to do it for hours with my BFF.

We watched the same things! except the dolphin, I never liked stuff with animals AND I DON’T KNOW WHY. It reminds me the first time I went on the internet it was to print images of David Duchovny (dolphin = duchovny, no idea why)

Anonymous asked : Hey! Do you have any 'guilty pleasure' type of tv shows you watch?

oh yeah

  • "Mistresses" (on ABC) Usually, I don’t like those types of shows, sorta like Desperate Housewives & co, but in this one, I like the actresses, I really don’t know why I like it but I do.
  • "The Haunting of" I’m asking myself a ton of questions as to know if Kim Russo is for real or not because she’s wow. basically a celebrity already told their ghost story and they go  back to where it happened with Russo, who is a psychic. I’m addicted, it’s sad, right now they are airing the 4th season.

that’s it, that’s all I’ve got.

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today I need to:

  1. Answer my inbox cuz I got love memes (I don’ t know what they’re called, the sorts where you have to pass love to others? yeah I need to do them)
  2. Answer to ‘know you’ memes, I think I got 6 of them? oh gawd, I’m not good at those, I don’t always answer because I don’t know what to write, so don’t  ever be insulted by that, it’s not you, it’s me, ‘k?

If you follow me and downloaded the demo of the sims 4, you can see the sims I made under the id ‘ophelieh27’.

myanchorpoint:

#44. Decoding Annie Parker (Steven Bernstein) 2013.

I just finished watching it, it’s a great movie and it touches every women, it’s a movie that resonates in you. you laugh and you cry, the actors are great, you won’t regret watching that movie. sorry I’m a mess stil, I cry a little too much when I watch movies. urgh.

And one of the things I always overreact to is when someone enters the room and… [x]

skylinesims:

Can’t wait until The Sims 4 release!

This is agony. ( ゚д゚)

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I answered an ask for fydl, hit the post button and…it’s nowhere.

tumblr ate my message, I feel dirty.

……..IT WAS FOR FYJB

i think I’m tired.

thescarletqueen replied to your post: woke up to one of the worst news ever,…

My mother told me before breakfast, still can’t believe it.

I had to hear over the news on the radio, then I just made my tea, went to the tv and found news channels (CNN, SKy News, iTélé, BFM). Those images on Hollywood Blvd sort of pisses me off because you have some disrespectful people taking pictures and I just read the family doesn’t want images of the home and the media are just preparing to have aerial coverage, like, who does that? If more people including the media were to treat others like they’d want to be treated, we sure wouldn’t have asshole moves like this.  SO I’m sad and angry now.

They all talking about Ms Doubtfire, fine, but for me he was the guy who loved his friends, close to Reeves and his family till the end, the guy dancing on ‘don’t worry be happy’ video, the man close to Belushi when he died, he was a legend - friends with other legends who saw some shit and lived through some shit. I’m thinking about his children right now, losing someone you love is devastating especially when that person takes his own life to depression. The only ‘good’ (it’s not) thing would be more exposure to depression treatments or help, if the media could give phone numbers to help other battling with that sickness that could actually redeem them but whatever (see? I’m angry, I’m just so fucking urgh).

sorry for the rant, I’m going to get preprared even though I feel like staying in my pj’s and sleep this day off.

'hugs'

woke up to one of the worst news ever, I’m so fucking sad. still crying.

I literally just remembered I had mini donuts at home

what am I EVEN doing here?

*bye*

typhoidmeri:

usedkarma, 
I don’t know what to say, doll. I wasn’t expecting anything for me in the post and it was a lovely surprise to find your card and box of chocolates. Thank you so very much, and I don’t know that it’s beautiful but I am wearing a dress today. 
I went to see my doctor today. I felt sick with the anxiety of it but it was your lovely note that had me welling up with tears. The good kind, which I think says a lot. There were a few tears at the doctor’s but he was pleased that I was doing well with the antidepressants. He wanted to know if I felt I needed a higher dose but I couldn’t really say if my good days outnumber my bad days or if the reverse is true. Mostly I’m glad happy to have good days at all, it was such a long time since I last had any good days, I don’t really know how to fully deal with them. Appreciate them. My next appointment won’t be fore six weeks, by then I should have started the CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy) and it should make a difference. I made the right decision but it was never an easy one. It is hard as hell to be that brave and own up to depression and anxiety. Not just to push it aside as if it’s an afterthought.
This is me, this is how I am, it is not easy but friendship matters. Doesn’t matter how far apart we are, any of us are, but there is love and feeling, even when so many other parts of my heard feel like a burned out husk.
Today isn’t good or bad, and I’m okay with that. My anxiety is high, because of visiting the doctor, but I have the kettle on and I’m rereading a book on my kindle, Runemarks by Joanne Harris. I may have ‘lost’ the paperback, well not lost lost, I either leant it out or its up in the attic and I can’t be assed to go looking for it. The dust in the loft might ruin my dress. 

I think about you a lot, what you’re going through, so you are somehow with me; so when I saw this box, for some reason, it called to me. 
If those tears were happy tears, then I’m glad. I bet you’re beautiful in that dress ^^
Happy to see there’s always an evolution in the positive in your life right now. Even when it’s hard, we’ve got to go through the hard stuff before the good or else we won’t recognize the great moments (am I too cliché? but I feel it’s true).
You know it’s so fucking weird because we all struggle, a whole life to know ourselves, but we deny so much of our true self worth and it makes us miserable. Our brains are cut in two and we don’t have all the keys to open  that horrible door between those two sides and one day we bang on that door because we stop lying and realise it’s there, you know? And that’s the hardest thing we can do, it feels like this to me, I’m not done with some aspects of my own depression - it’s easy to go back to it some days and others you are the strongest person in the world and I know it, that’s why I sometimes skip some parts of your posts, but I come back and read it a second time. It’s weird. rambling*
So anyway,I’m happy there’s so many response to your posts and even if I have a hard time talking in depth about this, know that I support you, I care about you (also your real name is lovely, I’m jealous).
a hug looks really good right now.

typhoidmeri:

usedkarma

I don’t know what to say, doll. I wasn’t expecting anything for me in the post and it was a lovely surprise to find your card and box of chocolates. Thank you so very much, and I don’t know that it’s beautiful but I am wearing a dress today. 

I went to see my doctor today. I felt sick with the anxiety of it but it was your lovely note that had me welling up with tears. The good kind, which I think says a lot. There were a few tears at the doctor’s but he was pleased that I was doing well with the antidepressants. He wanted to know if I felt I needed a higher dose but I couldn’t really say if my good days outnumber my bad days or if the reverse is true. Mostly I’m glad happy to have good days at all, it was such a long time since I last had any good days, I don’t really know how to fully deal with them. Appreciate them. My next appointment won’t be fore six weeks, by then I should have started the CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy) and it should make a difference. I made the right decision but it was never an easy one. It is hard as hell to be that brave and own up to depression and anxiety. Not just to push it aside as if it’s an afterthought.

This is me, this is how I am, it is not easy but friendship matters. Doesn’t matter how far apart we are, any of us are, but there is love and feeling, even when so many other parts of my heard feel like a burned out husk.

Today isn’t good or bad, and I’m okay with that. My anxiety is high, because of visiting the doctor, but I have the kettle on and I’m rereading a book on my kindle, Runemarks by Joanne Harris. I may have ‘lost’ the paperback, well not lost lost, I either leant it out or its up in the attic and I can’t be assed to go looking for it. The dust in the loft might ruin my dress. 

I think about you a lot, what you’re going through, so you are somehow with me; so when I saw this box, for some reason, it called to me.

If those tears were happy tears, then I’m glad. I bet you’re beautiful in that dress ^^

Happy to see there’s always an evolution in the positive in your life right now. Even when it’s hard, we’ve got to go through the hard stuff before the good or else we won’t recognize the great moments (am I too cliché? but I feel it’s true).

You know it’s so fucking weird because we all struggle, a whole life to know ourselves, but we deny so much of our true self worth and it makes us miserable. Our brains are cut in two and we don’t have all the keys to open  that horrible door between those two sides and one day we bang on that door because we stop lying and realise it’s there, you know? And that’s the hardest thing we can do, it feels like this to me, I’m not done with some aspects of my own depression - it’s easy to go back to it some days and others you are the strongest person in the world and I know it, that’s why I sometimes skip some parts of your posts, but I come back and read it a second time. It’s weird. rambling*

So anyway,I’m happy there’s so many response to your posts and even if I have a hard time talking in depth about this, know that I support you, I care about you (also your real name is lovely, I’m jealous).

a hug looks really good right now.

I was tagged by @Incubigirl

You can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your ipod, phone, itunes, media player etc and write down the first 10 songs. then pass this on to 10 people. One rule: no skipping

  1. the weight  of the world -  The Editors
  2. Follow the leader - Matthew Ryan
  3. My own - Whitaker
  4. That moon song -Gegory Alan Isakov
  5. My baby loves - Moxy Fruvous
  6. Take a picture - Filter
  7. All these things that I’ve done - The Killers
  8. We can’t stop - Miley Cyrus
  9. It’s beginning to get to me - Snow Patrol
  10. Together - The Kin

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Usedkarma
Ophelie, french, old.
This blog is mainly a place to share, to laugh and to think.I do graphics thanks to photoshop.I sometimes write fanfictions, well more short stuff that I call 'writing'.I try to be funny but I'm mainly silly .Feminist.Let's hang out virtually so we won't share cooties. You can see my other blogs on the links.

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